Some lucky devils (pardon my French) might have never experienced a dysfunctional relationship but most of us have. Psychotherapists say that a chronic pattern of dysfunctional relationships is the most common phenomena. Every such relationship ends badly because of these repetitive dynamics that partners share such as emotional abuse, unavailability, narcissism, etc. For example, if a person can’t relate intimately, they will look for partners incapable of intimacy. There’s also another a phenomenon called Repetition Compulsion which is a defense mechanism when we try to rewrite our relation history with, most often, our parents. I think that all those patterns that we learn in our childhood reflect on every single aspect of our life. So, you might think what this has to with playing bingo. Well, it has.
Of course, as it often happens I felt like playing bingo. I went to Bingo Ville that has my favorite bingo games. I really like… khm… patterns so I entered the 75-ball bingo room. I didn’t have much money so I had to be careful with it, with ticket numbers… all those little things. All those interesting patterns came and went by but I simply couldn’t win. Patterns like Crazy Stairways, Funny Farm, Explosion and Water Tower were giving the hope that they were the right ones. In the last game I played I had just $3 but I actually got so close to a win. I got to one more number to go quite easily, and then it was like the game froze for me. I was more disappointed over the fact that I can’t play any bingo slots.
I played my favorite Parlay Software Games, more precisely 75-ball bingo and again… for the hundredth time I lost my money without one winning game. I wonder why that is. Why I keep playing these games when obviously they won’t return the way I want them to. Well, I guess this is just one of those love/hate relationships.
Markotik
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